the reason i hate my life is becuz every thing just seams to go fucking wrong no mater what the hell i do . I feal like a failyer and a mistake and every girl i have ever been with has destryed my heart and left me 2 die more on the inside and i feal the no one care or understands me at all i feal like i just what to jump off the top off a tall billding to end the fucking pain i am in or i wish that i could find some one who understud me and liked me for who i am  and whould not hurt me but that is probly never going to happin  so i just whant to die if u whant 2 talk to me u can